activity

During our journalism class our professor made an activity for us , to write down what first comes into our mind. Example what is the best birthday gift you ever had or what are you pessimistic about. The activity was a little hard becuase i had base it on my experinces everyday of my life and during the special occasions and not everything is constant in my mind. It was fun because i had to reminisce about my family and friends.

The question that made me realize was what i hate about myself and i answered mood swings.Everyday ay school or at home people around me tend to avoid me or i will not talk to them because i am very masungit. When i am in a bad shape or woke up at the wrong side of the bed i tend to keep quiet and not talk to anyone. While some undertands me because they know what i am like. In the end i realized that it is not about understanding me but it is how i treat people i know that i have to change because i know that in the end they might ignore me permanently and not be my friend anymore. I have to control my feelings. I have to change not just for me but for the others as well.